This is a two part series of posts. Part one can be found here.
I still don’t know if I made the right choice in posting my video.
But, I did something. I exposed myself. I took a chance.
And that’s always a good thing..
I suppose the obvious question for you would be why haven’t you done a video post ( if you haven’t done one)
But, in truth, I think that doing video or not is a personal choice. Just like using an un-retouched picture or avatar or doing audio posts.
We can’t hide behind the fact that we don’t have a video camera anymore.
Virtually every cheap picture camera has video capability.
And we can’t hide behind the fact that we don’t know how.
Google linked me to how and in about 3 tries I got it to work on my site.
Nor can we hide behind the fact that we don’t have the right space or backdrop or lighting.
I did mine with an isight camera on my Mac using IMovie. There is no backdrop. There wasn’t any special lighting. Just me and a camera..
What we hide ourselves behind is fear.
Fear that others won’t like the way we look.
Fear that others won’t like the way we sound.
Fear that people will judge us based on our appearance.
Fear that people will laugh at us.
It’s alright to be afraid.
But, we already go out in public and, not sure about you, but no one makes fun of how I look (to my face anyways.)
And no one I talk to criticizes my voice.
And probably some people do judge me by how I’m dressed. But when I get to know them it doesn’t seem all that important to them.
People laugh with me a lot of the time. And I suppose they laugh about my antics behind my back.
And never once has someone’s appearance made me, or anyone I know, run away.
(We don’t have Zombies here though. The cold weather keeps them away I suppose. If you have Zombies where you live running away would be prudent.)
I don’t care if you or anyone else does a video post.
Personal choice is personal choice.
For me, personal choice now means that I can explore other forms of media that weren’t available to me in the past.
And, now if I ever actually met someone from writing on my site, they would recognize me.
And for me, personal choice now means that I can move forward.
Kris Kristofferson Me & Bobby Mcgee Lyrics
“Freedom’s just another word for nothing left to lose. And nothin ain’t worth nothin but it’s free.”
I am still torn.
But I’m free..
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